Marriage…

      I did it ONCE…  I swore that I would ONLY EVER DO IT ONCE (If ever at all) !  I did the UNthinkable…  I foolishly got married when I was just 23 years young.  I did it for absolutely all the wrong reasons and certainly with the wrong person.  Still, I was very happy to be a married and settled man !  

      NOW, I am 38 and not wanting to be “LEGALLY BINNED"  to another human being.  I no longer know if “True Love” really exist, nor do I think I am capable of fully loving someone 100%, due to my past marital scars that are still affecting me to this day and always will.  The thing is…  There is someone that I think highly of, who is special to me and I do not know if I can give my all to this person (or anyone else for that matter).  This person would definitely LOVE the idea of Marriage as I also "once did", but not anymore.  My question is : Can 2 people stay together and remain a couple without the “PUSH” for marriage ?  Can 2 people remain lovers, best friends or Boyfriend / Girlfriend without the “NEED” or “FEEL” to become Legally Attached to each other ?  Can to people just be together and enjoy each other without the PRESSURES to be or look “Official” by society’s eyes ?

      I am definitely not wanting to ever get myself back into another “Legal Attachment” ever again in my lifetime.  I just hope that a good woman can accept this and just love me anyway !  If not, then I shall remain alone forever.  I do NOT want to be alone, but I may have no other choice.  I believe that everyone deserves to be loved and appreciated.  I certainly want to be loved and not grow old alone.  So, I would like to have a “Companion” in my life but I just don’t think marriage will work for me ever again.  Especially since I have a lot of deep emotional wounds and scars from my prior marriage.  I just can never go through that hell and torment ever again or allow myself to be subjected to that mindset and vulnerability.  DIVORCE…  The only thing wrong with it, is the MARRIAGE !         

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Rebirth…

      Recently, just 2 weeks ago, I started a new job.  I am happy with it and I am even gaining respect and admiration among my new co-workers which is Majorly Cool !  In early 2012, I sat down and wrote out a step by step “Life Restructuring” plan.  The plan is going GREAT !  For once in my life, things are going according to plan. 

      In doing so (like anything else in life), I have planned for “Bumps in the road”.  However, so far, things are going smoothly (Knock on wood).  I know that in life, things happen.  In this case, things are good so I will not question it.  Maybe I have an Angel watching over me ?  (Hi Dad).  ANYWAY…  In the process of rebuilding myself (in this day and age), I am also discovering new things about myself.  Things that I enjoy doing, now that I am getting older and things that I used to enjoy that I don’t really care for anymore.  I am changing. 

      I think I am starting to move into the next stage of my life.  I am also understanding things more clearly, with a broader overview of “The BIG Picture” in life.  In short, I am becoming a whole brand new “ME”.  Am I now becoming The “Silver Fox” ?  It certainly looks like it from my recent photos (See my Facebook page listed below).  I really can’t go forward without thanking The Charity Car Organization for helping to make the “New ME” possible.  
(See www.FreeCharityCars.com ). 

      One thing is for sure…  It feels so DAM GOOD getting my own independence and “Manhood” back.  Oh, and Obama did not do that.  I am doing it all on my own !!!!  If all goes well, I will not need to work this job longer than 1.5 years.  Hopefully, by that time I would have the capital or have an investor to get my B and B open and running.  Only time will tell…     

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Fox 2.5 : Rebuilding “ME”

      In March 2012, I departed Orlando, Florida, and moved back to my home state of Maryland with ONLY 1 goal in my mind…  REBUILD “ME”.  I wanted to seriously take a hard look at myself, my life, my decisions, and the path I have been on in life.  I needed to re-focus myself and get on the track that I have always envisioned for myself in life.  In short, I wanted to STOP wasting time on endless BULL SHIT and GRAB MY DREAM !  

      With my father’s passing this past June 2012, I have definitely encountered some major bumps in the road, but like the True FOX that I am, I overcame it all including a soon to be legal EX spouse that has made the past 21 years of my life a pure living HELL !  That’s another story for another time, ANYWAY…  

      I literally sat in a corner, all alone, undisturbed, and wrote out a “Step by Step” plan on a legal pad for how to rebuild myself and get on the right track in life.  Then I quickly moved forward without stopping or being held back or slowed down.  Thus far, I have been executing my plan with precision.  My plan has ACTUALLY been working so far (knock on wood).  I stood back and decided to start with the basics in life that I somehow missed for 1 reason or another including obtaining my Maryland High School Diploma “Officially”, then getting a solid full-time job with a full benefits package included.  Both of these goals have been met successfully, I am very happy to say.  Now, on to my next step…  

      It is a well-known fact that I used to rent apartments in the early ’90s with a dream of becoming the first Native American version of Donald Trump.  Well recently, I have not only decided to get back to my TRUE DREAM and PASSION in Real Estate, but I am now refocusing it, in a different direction !  Renting Apartments and renting rooms is basically the same principle.  However, there is a much higher turnover in renting rooms.  So…, I am now focusing on securing a property so I can remodel it into a Bed & Breakfast / Inn / Motel and once again become a business owner (Fox 2.5).  I just think that starting off back in The Property Management field, I can make much more money renting rooms with a daily / weekly payout than renting apartments with a “Once a Month” payout.  I am still building my dream in Property Management but just starting off in a different direction with a quicker CA$H FLOW.  

      If all goes well and I successfully get my Bed & Breakfast / Inn / Motel open in 2013 (Fingers Crossed), I will then move on to building Fox 3.0, by moving on to buying small single-family / foreclosed homes, fix them up and rent them out.  This will then officially mark the reopening of my former business “Fox Property Management”.  Something that I am still EXTREMELY PROUD of to this very day because I had achieved it at such a young age, with NO help from anyone.  I did it all on my own.  However, I was just too young to fully appreciate what I had at such a young age.  I made foolish, youthful mistakes & learned some really valuable lessons from it all.  This time around will DAM SURE be much different.  I have the will, the drive, the past experience, the passion & most importantly, THE FOCUS & VISION !  That’s what it takes & BABY I GOT IT.  Now the ONLY thing left to do is the HARD Part : Find the right Property, at the right location then Raise the Money to secure it. 

      As I now move forward ALONE in life and blaze a WHOLE NEW path in MY life, MY REAL JOURNEY BEGINS…

FOX3.0

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