NOW, I am 38 and not wanting to be “LEGALLY BINNED" to another human being. I no longer know if “True Love” really exist, nor do I think I am capable of fully loving someone 100%, due to my past marital scars that are still affecting me to this day and always will. The thing is… There is someone that I think highly of, who is special to me and I do not know if I can give my all to this person (or anyone else for that matter). This person would definitely LOVE the idea of Marriage as I also "once did", but not anymore. My question is : Can 2 people stay together and remain a couple without the “PUSH” for marriage ? Can 2 people remain lovers, best friends or Boyfriend / Girlfriend without the “NEED” or “FEEL” to become Legally Attached to each other ? Can to people just be together and enjoy each other without the PRESSURES to be or look “Official” by society’s eyes ?
I am definitely not wanting to ever get myself back into another “Legal Attachment” ever again in my lifetime. I just hope that a good woman can accept this and just love me anyway ! If not, then I shall remain alone forever. I do NOT want to be alone, but I may have no other choice. I believe that everyone deserves to be loved and appreciated. I certainly want to be loved and not grow old alone. So, I would like to have a “Companion” in my life but I just don’t think marriage will work for me ever again. Especially since I have a lot of deep emotional wounds and scars from my prior marriage. I just can never go through that hell and torment ever again or allow myself to be subjected to that mindset and vulnerability. DIVORCE… The only thing wrong with it, is the MARRIAGE !
Love Always in Your Life,
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