Well... It never fails ! When ever someone says that they "L _ _ _" me or claims to "L _ _ _" me, they always end up Lying to me and stabbing me in my back. It just never fails. Both Family members as well as so-called friends. I have never in my entire life had someone really be a real TRUE friend or partner to me without eventually hurting me in some way.
In fact, whenever I hear those bone chilling 3 words uttered out of someones mouth, my brain only hears 2 things : LIAR, FUTURE BACK STABBER ! My initial reaction is to just smile and down play it. However, what I IMMEDIATELY do is start distancing myself from ANYONE who claims to "L _ _ _" me in "ANY" way. Every EX or soon to be ex, I ever had always claimed to Truly love me (BIG LIE), right before they stick it to me. I have had family members to also claim to "L _ _ E" me, and every one of them were no exception either. It now even IRRITATES me just to even hear it.
My thing is : If you "REALLY" L _ _ _ me, Don't Sing it, BRING IT ! Don't blow it, SHOW IT ! I would MUCH rather someone actually SHOW that they "L _ _ _" me, rather than just say it (Then eventually lie to me and stab me in my back).
At this point in my life, ANYONE who says those words to me will only make me RUN LIKE HELL, because I KNOW what comes next (Back Stabbing and Heart ache). I have been down this predictable road too many times now. I already know where that dark alley leads too..
This is why I shoulder and conceal my feelings. This is why I am NUMB. This is why I push people away. This is why I "NEVER" allow someone to get "TOO CLOSE" to me. I have had enough heart ache and disappointment for 10 lifetimes now. I just become more cold and numb with each passing moron, huh, I mean, with each passing day that goes by, sorry... So the next time you lie to some poor future victim, huh, I mean..., the next time you tell someone that you "L _ _ _" them : Actually mean it and actually SHOW it. If NOT, do yourself and your unsuspecting VICTIM a HUGE favor and...
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