Oh Dear GOD... I BEG of you... PLEASE oh please forgive me for my sins of my past. How much longer must I suffer in silence. I am constantly surrounded by undercover demons wearing fake smiles. I am so tired of being unhappy in my life. I have tried to stay strong for everyone else around me. I am now broken. I just can't stand on my own anymore. I have honored my parents. I have stood strong for my kids. I have fought to obey your Holy Commandments. I have tried to be a good person and an upstanding citizen. Yet, I am still plagued by demons and haunted by my past sins and I am continued to be punished for it.
When is it going to be MY TIME...? When will I have my chance to finally be happy in life ? When will I finally prosper ? When will a door open for me ? When will someone just give me a chance in life, with openness and acceptance, NOT harsh judgement and criticism ? When will someone see me for who I "REALLY" am inside, and NOT this monster that I have been forced to become and to wear this ugly male mask that I am forced to wear in my life. When will I be free of my bondage and chains ?
Oh dear Lord hear my prayer, with my crying heart in your warm healing and forgiving hands. I BEG you to heal me. Free me and show me the way to the right path in life. Shield be from those who lie and only project harm upon me. Protect me and enable me to see through peoples fake masks and fake smiles. Grand me clear vision and sooth my soul. Please GOD, I simply ask you to : Hear me, Understand me and HEAL ME... Once and for all !
Love Always in Your Life,
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